#FiksiLaguku

Halo i'm back for another #FiksiLaguku challenge from @KampusFiksi, yeiiy!
Kali ini lagu yang aku pilih adalah... jeng jeng.. Perfect by Simple Plan
so check this out..

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Teruntuk Ibu..

Ya.. Ibuku tersayang,                                               

Aku tahu aku pernah menjadi putrimu yang sempurna

Aku telah tumbuh sesuai dengan rencana indahmu itu

Namun aku sekarang sudah berhenti

Berhenti menjadi putrimu yang sempurna

Aku bukan lagi putrimu yang akan mati-matian berusaha menjadi sempurna agar engkau bahagia

Telah tiba waktunya

Maaf, aku sudah mencapai batasanku

Engkau akan melihatku dengan apa adanya

Bahwa aku adalah manusia biasa

Dengan semua kesalahanku

Kekuranganku

Ini waktunya

Untuk menerima, melihat kenyataan sesungguhnya

Cukupkah kasih sayangmu untuk terus menyayangiku

Diriku yang tidak sempurna

Atau

Engkau akan mengelak

Seolah ini hanya mimpi di siang bolong

Seolah esok aku akan kembali

Menjadi putrimu yang sempurna

Sayangnya itu bukan aku, bukan lagi..

Apakah aku masih boleh mencoba membanggakanmu?

Jangan membenciku Ibu, bicaralah..

Mengertilah engkau, engkau pahlawanku

Selalu..

Election? oh yeah Politics.. so boring

In the election day
I wake up early to give my "voice"
But I don't really care
I do it because that was my uncle friend that being one of the candidad
So our family help it with that
That is not really a big favor actually
But talking something big
It is my return to jobseeker world
This afternoon i'll go to semarang
Having nice litlle reunion with my boarding house room
And then working my best to get a job from that BUMN company
Before that let me take a nap a bit
Need to do a sleeping beauty thing!

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Are you listen what i said???

Me : hi honey.. did u listen what i said?
Him : Yeah..
Me : Oh really? so what is it about?
Him : Eum.. i forgot it hehe
Me : ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!

that's it enough to start a word war III
between me and my boy
i was sooooooooooo hate when he not give a fuck like that
what so hard about listening to people that talk to you???
God.. boys.. they never listen is true
at least, my boy
and me is a Taurus girl
a Taurus girl rarely repeats what they said.
so DON'T ask a Taurus to explain more than once
that's the rule
deal?

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Is this gonna be my time to shine? again?

Well maybe God listen to my pray
Or he read my blog? is that impossible???
Oh whatever
But soon as i make desicion to trying again
BAM!
There a message from another BUMN company
They invite me to join their recruitment
Okay
Let's go and try!

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Wake Up

I almost give up
Give up to finding a job
Catching my dream
But those happiness from people who working with their passion touch me
Waking me up
So..
Maybe i should try again
Give another shot
Maybe if i lucky enough
This is could be my new begginning..
Or not?
But i'll try
I'll packing my bag and wandering again
If i just not lucking again this time
Still i'll be home at least with new stioy
*cross finger*

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I'M (NOT) PERFECT

Dear Mom,
Maybe i was your perfect daughter,
Maybe i did it, grown up according to your plans
But still..
I can't be perfect anymore
I do wan't to trying so hard again, to be perfect, to makes you happy
This is the time
When you should see me as the way i am
With my mistakes and all my flaws
This is the time
When you should choose
To loving me with all those reality
or
Reject me
Act like this is just a quick slip that will pass tomorrow
Act like tomorrow i will still being your perfect daughter
But I am not
Not anymore
Sorry

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Berhasil

I made it!
Aku berhasil menuliskannya
Menuliskan tiap hari yang kulalui
Rasanya seperti reuni
Rasanya remaja yang selalu menulisi bagian belakang buku tulis nya ketika SMA itu benar-benar ada
Dia telah kembali
Dia bukan imajinasi
Dia ada
Dia aku

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